hello,juz wanted 2 sae im feelin slightly better ,last mon was a fckin ROTTEN monday,my grandma passed away last fri,while i was still oblivious about anything.my fcking father,(no,hes nt fit 2 b clled tat),anyway,he didnt want 2 notify us.fck.

i promised u grandma,i promised i would cum n visit u,y didnt u wait 4 me,i didnt even cc u 4 last time,grandma....luckily a fren of my fck dad came at bout 1am on sat n told us,my mum told only told us on sun morn ,i rushed down n gt there only at bout 12 pm,n den i juz lk there n cried lik hell,she was cremated ald,fck fck,i juz cursed out.how could u,i was comin ald,wait 4 me...den i juz std there wit my grandpa n an auntie n juz cried till my eyes hurt n i ...i couldnt eat anythin,it was all my fault ,if only i had quickly visited her lik i promised,she would hav been gone wit no regrets...im so unfilial..my grandpa told me,she would cry evrydae at nite 4 me,she loved me the mose,hw could she go juz laidat?

if tat bastard dad of mine had clled us 2 visit her wen she was ald in ICU 2 days b4 she died,i would hav at least gotten 2 c her.fck u,i nv want 2 c u again.wen i was at the funeral,he clled me,"jane",i didnt care ,i juz lk across n folded my arms,,i hope my grandma haunts him.i ...i juz want her 2 cum n visit me 4 a last time,i thght she would reapear again,she didnt,nvm...i will b joinin u soon,im comin.once im done wit things here.