hello,juz wanted 2 sae im feelin slightly better ,last mon was a fckin ROTTEN monday,my grandma passed away last fri,while i was still oblivious about anything.my fcking father,(no,hes nt fit 2 b clled tat),anyway,he didnt want 2 notify us.fck.

i promised u grandma,i promised i would cum n visit u,y didnt u wait 4 me,i didnt even cc u 4 last time,grandma....luckily a fren of my fck dad came at bout 1am on sat n told us,my mum told only told us on sun morn ,i rushed down n gt there only at bout 12 pm,n den i juz lk there n cried lik hell,she was cremated ald,fck fck,i juz cursed out.how could u,i was comin ald,wait 4 me...den i juz std there wit my grandpa n an auntie n juz cried till my eyes hurt n i ...i couldnt eat anythin,it was all my fault ,if only i had quickly visited her lik i promised,she would hav been gone wit no regrets...im so unfilial..my grandpa told me,she would cry evrydae at nite 4 me,she loved me the mose,hw could she go juz laidat?

if tat bastard dad of mine had clled us 2 visit her wen she was ald in ICU 2 days b4 she died,i would hav at least gotten 2 c her.fck u,i nv want 2 c u again.wen i was at the funeral,he clled me,"jane",i didnt care ,i juz lk across n folded my arms,,i hope my grandma haunts him.i ...i juz want her 2 cum n visit me 4 a last time,i thght she would reapear again,she didnt,nvm...i will b joinin u soon,im comin.once im done wit things here.

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as i said welcome 2 the last dae of my world.i juz finish tlkin 2 aaron n i hav solved his prob liao,yay!!!!dun blame me 4 advisin a cruel thing,bt it was fate.

anyway my mum is cumin bck 2dae at midnite,sian...clled aman at 1 am last nite,nv pick up,hell,he sae he will pick up lor.hais...teng n i joinin the NDP thing,n we're plannin the camp,yay!!!FUN camp!!!wit me,they will all survive.

O man,i gtg!!bb!!!

yay

2moroe,im gonna cum late coz its so borin wit chan minh they all in their own E1 wrld,wateva im happy where i m now.i think.

tell u a gd news ok??my mum is goin 2 Maccau 2moroe,yay!!!!!i m veri happy,finally free 4 ablout 4 days.hais... =)

sian gt tuition at 4 2moroe,nvm,tue aiya gt peer tutourin,wed gt parade,tsk wasted nvm lah still cn go out.o ya ltr muz rmb cll aman oso.

o lord haresh!!wat the fck hav u been up 2?i miss u so much,as a frewn.im gona go crazy soon,i dun care if u lik tila a nt?u cn do wateva u want bt juz dun ignore me,o god now i sound DESPO,bt im nt.u were my best frewn eva ,how??u suck big-time.i thght we were best frewns....y cnt things b the same as last time?u tell me,im waitinn,no ans rite,