feel so gd,2 get away frm sch n yah pratically evrythin...hav been borrowin LOTS of romance bks n readin on my bed wif radio on.so gd...stupid sotong com had 2 breakdown,bought a new 1,mum had tat marcus guy fix it
m more confirm of the relationship btween her n him,saw in her camera him n her hands on waist ...eww,wateva were havin pizza n den 'suddenly',he appeared my mom said o wat a coincidence cum n hav lunch wit us lah,hell wif tat crap lah.....
alot has been goin in my mind,lkin bck at myself,i was veri critique,i noe dun wry,id b better.im goin 2 b wif hamidah 2 gether n study,nt gonna daydrean thrgh lessons
brother went 2 mayden last wk gonna b bck 2nite...duno how is he
sumtimes i think bout ny dad,n i duno but teardrops start 2 fall,if he was here,id tell him,daddy,im willin 2 wk up at 7 in the morn 2 hav breakfast wif u...now i dun even nnoe where is he,he didnt even cll,he promised me a mth ago he'd b bck,where r u daddy?????
im always wonderin ,would i n a better person if i had a dad 2 tk care of me?i stiol remember the gd times we had wen i was young,nice family perfect,now all shattered...i juz wanna hav a hug.its been ages since i gt a hug,all i cn do iz hug my bolster,i wanna person nt a dunbass bolster...
bt den now chattin 2 ppl lik kaya,n many mor,i feel btter...:)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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Jane, Don't feel bitter lahhs. Perhaps you have mistaken. Maybe your mother wants you and your silblings to have a much complete family. I know you perfered your father than marcus, but things just have to turn out this way. This is life, this is reality. Adults simply dunno how we feel. Cheer up! Smell the love around you, ah heavenly! (: Reply taggs at importancy-oftrust.blogspot.com Thanks!
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