saddddzzzz

thingz hav taken a thigs step further.now elton n darien n elton r ok liao.so i think,in termz of frewnship,iz ok. but oth ppl,they sayin tat i makin use of darien 2 gt rid of elton n blah blah.i dun bth dem lah.

den rahayu.......she WAS my best frewn but now,she saes i spend 2 much time wif jerlyn priya n hamidah n nt enough time wif her so rahayu now iz lik leavin me alone,evry time i try 2 tlk 2 her she juz saes,bitch shuddup,or ,cn u stop being so slutty.i tolerated her 2dae already u noe,she sae rite in frnt of evry1,loud n clear:u noe tis bloody jane,kip turnin bhind 2 tlk 2 her fuckin bf.wah lau,cnt tahan her liao u noe,,bt i juz sae nvm. den i JUZ chatted wif her over yahoo de msn,den we started off fine,nt untill d end den she she sae i hav no face,i ask her repeat again ,she said:PPL LIK U HAV NO FACE N NO SHAME.

den iz lik hurt me liao lorx,so i juz sign out lor,den she sen last 1 sae i dun dare face d truth,i noe i m sorrie,she's pissed off wif me over tat frewnship stuff,n juz coz i kip tlkin 2 aaron haresh n oth guys includin darien ,she lik EVEN more pissed off den lik i tell u ,start cllin me those names lah.i dunno wat 2 do ,really.i 1 frewnship n darien bt,she's juz forcin me 2 choosin 1 ,bt i dunno...i 1 bth those wrdz she use at me,ALL vulgarities............i feel lik so useless lor,iz lik ppl sae they cn control their mind n destiny n fate n blah blah,teavh me lah,evrythin i do iz juz nt rute,ppl always gt hurt,i dunnno,izit coz i dun think b4 i do thingzz....??n d WHOLE mornin of home ec,she juz kip usin vulgar at me duno wat darien tis darien tat,lau ehhh.....

den we went 2 d pertapis home,ok d children r cute,bt nt d smll malay boyz,wah lau,i NV do anythin 2 dem,dey go pull my shoelaces n cll me crazy,n they show middle finger summore,OMG.sianzzz....but d dancin was fun

sum1 juz tell me wat 2 do cn,sianzz,still waitin 4 mr kang reply........