haha ,i thght i would nv fall 4 u...

omg.haven't written 4 a long time,bt im alive. :) life is gd?actually ok lah.nt really.

js wanna sae baby,im always there.though i admit.i dont love you,but im tryin hard nt 2.u promised me u'll nv mk me cry,bt u r makin me doin it,im worried 4 u honey.bt i undst ,i will give u d time n space u nd.im sry 4 nt trustin u.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Boy you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be


But...im afraid tat once u hav settled evrythin,yur feelins will fade..haha den i guess i'll hav 2 tk a risk,coz baby i think i fell 4 u.u noe aft those constant contacts,n suddenly no more,its gonna kill me,bt i'll survive.remember wat u promised me honey?tk care n best luck 4 all yur probs n exams,darlin.

hello!!

o god,finally i cn use com liao.juz bck frm NDP,veri tired.anyway nex wk i think we go marina bay.yay!!!finally.sian,i o9,so suay,nobody o9.we r goin 2 hav camp on tue wed n fri,yay again!!cnt wait,so fun coz we plannin,haha.gotta go bck sch on mon 4 amaths exam,hais..den tue we meetin at sch again wit ms lee n go NTUC shop 4 things we nd,aiyo,body ache lah.veri tired,bt the atmosphere aft the marching is GREAT!!!

i love the song "21 guns" n "battlefield".so nice!!!love it .i dunno y leh.

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i feel so irritated man...wat the hell,no voice liao.this SUX!!cnt tlk,hav 2 write on paper,hope will b ok on mon ...i dunno y oso leh,throat hurts lik hell,bt althgh no fever liao ,gastric is fckin pain,cnt sleep at all.hell was yesterdae n 2dae,vomitted,fever stuck at 40 degree,saw doc,took a jab.veri pain leh...my mum sae i laidat oso cry,wen its lik ants bite,where gt ants bite???wa lau,anyway 2moroe NDP i nt goin coz i dun feel well still,ltr faint hw?i noe,im smart,althgh i cnt tlk i cn still type ok?

walau 2dae tk 4 paper in a row,maths (2),chem ,POA n physics,physics=fail=me DEAD. hais...den teng sen me home,aww u so sweet teng,thank u,n wen i reach my hoiuse bus stop,heavy rain,so uay gotta ask maid 2 bring umbrella,nt gd 2 gt sick again..my gastric start again,so i juz force myself 2 eat a little lor. anyway i cnt wait 4 mon ,duno we gt our results nt?

den shayne joyce rahayu n priya wen 4 bowlin,n i couldnt go coz nt feelin well,n teng ,hais she so nice i duno wat 2 sae...she had 2 wait 4 me 4 lik 3 hrs+ 2 finish my papers den sacrifice dowan go out wit joyce they all bowlin n instead kip me company n sen me home,thank u!! :)


back 2 real wrld.i cnt sae anytin so i hav 2 use tis chance,last bit of wat i hav 2 sae:
We're trying to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we're trying to make it work
But it still ends up the worst
And I'm craaazzzy
For tryin to be your laaadddy
I think I'm goin crazy

Girl, me and you were just fine (you know)
We wine and dine
Did them things that couples do when in love (you know)
Walks on the beach and stuff (you know)
Things that lovers say and do
I love you boo, I love you too
I miss you a lot, I miss you even more
That's why I flew you out
When we was on tour
But then something got out of hand
You start yellin when I was my friends
Even though I had legitimate reasons (bull shit)
You know I have to make them dividends (bull shit)
How could you trust our private eyes girl
That's why you don't believe my lies
And quickly said shut up

hello

its anth new day,i decided tat i prefer buddhist 2 christian i dunno y,anyway teng has been comin 2 my house the past daes,cartoon lah.

we study eat ,play majhong,laugh 4 a full 30 mins n cry,coz is so bamn funny...stupid buttline haha,shh (teng,its onli btween u n me)shes teachin me physics POa n chem.hais eva since exam,i didnt really get 2 stay bck n see him,bt i will b contented n wait till exams r over,i will put all distractions aside,i muz prove tat i cn get gd results so i cn go out,hais...grandma ,wish me gd luck...

wah hell man,i think i sprain?twist? my ankle,veri pain ,lik pigs ankle,i fell down the stairs at sch,dumb rite?aiyo..evrytime sae ppl pigs leg,nw my turn liao,summore juz nw i go bathe,almost slip n fall,hold on 2 the cup handle there,den the cup fell,toothpaste drop on my legmfuck BIG tube leh,veri pain ,summore same leg,suay.hais..im meetin teng at bout 12 at sch on mon bah..duno priya they all c hw 1st.

hello,juz wanted 2 sae im feelin slightly better ,last mon was a fckin ROTTEN monday,my grandma passed away last fri,while i was still oblivious about anything.my fcking father,(no,hes nt fit 2 b clled tat),anyway,he didnt want 2 notify us.fck.

i promised u grandma,i promised i would cum n visit u,y didnt u wait 4 me,i didnt even cc u 4 last time,grandma....luckily a fren of my fck dad came at bout 1am on sat n told us,my mum told only told us on sun morn ,i rushed down n gt there only at bout 12 pm,n den i juz lk there n cried lik hell,she was cremated ald,fck fck,i juz cursed out.how could u,i was comin ald,wait 4 me...den i juz std there wit my grandpa n an auntie n juz cried till my eyes hurt n i ...i couldnt eat anythin,it was all my fault ,if only i had quickly visited her lik i promised,she would hav been gone wit no regrets...im so unfilial..my grandpa told me,she would cry evrydae at nite 4 me,she loved me the mose,hw could she go juz laidat?

if tat bastard dad of mine had clled us 2 visit her wen she was ald in ICU 2 days b4 she died,i would hav at least gotten 2 c her.fck u,i nv want 2 c u again.wen i was at the funeral,he clled me,"jane",i didnt care ,i juz lk across n folded my arms,,i hope my grandma haunts him.i ...i juz want her 2 cum n visit me 4 a last time,i thght she would reapear again,she didnt,nvm...i will b joinin u soon,im comin.once im done wit things here.

വെല്‍ക്കം ടോ ദ ലാസ്റ്റ് ഡേ ഓഫ് മൈ wrld

as i said welcome 2 the last dae of my world.i juz finish tlkin 2 aaron n i hav solved his prob liao,yay!!!!dun blame me 4 advisin a cruel thing,bt it was fate.

anyway my mum is cumin bck 2dae at midnite,sian...clled aman at 1 am last nite,nv pick up,hell,he sae he will pick up lor.hais...teng n i joinin the NDP thing,n we're plannin the camp,yay!!!FUN camp!!!wit me,they will all survive.

O man,i gtg!!bb!!!

yay

2moroe,im gonna cum late coz its so borin wit chan minh they all in their own E1 wrld,wateva im happy where i m now.i think.

tell u a gd news ok??my mum is goin 2 Maccau 2moroe,yay!!!!!i m veri happy,finally free 4 ablout 4 days.hais... =)

sian gt tuition at 4 2moroe,nvm,tue aiya gt peer tutourin,wed gt parade,tsk wasted nvm lah still cn go out.o ya ltr muz rmb cll aman oso.

o lord haresh!!wat the fck hav u been up 2?i miss u so much,as a frewn.im gona go crazy soon,i dun care if u lik tila a nt?u cn do wateva u want bt juz dun ignore me,o god now i sound DESPO,bt im nt.u were my best frewn eva ,how??u suck big-time.i thght we were best frewns....y cnt things b the same as last time?u tell me,im waitinn,no ans rite,