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i want 2 sae sorry for tat last last post 2 jian kuo,didnt mean it.nv.

anyway i loved tat song ,just stand up,the lyrics r lik so meaningful bt.duno teng teng they all goin 2 camp nt,dun think so leh,duno i shld go nt,lik nobody lor.n den 2dae ,the books came liao,my mom ask 4 deliver.n i saw the POA bk,iz lik SO SO thick lah,omg,500+ pgs lor,nex yr die liao.

noe smthin?im juz gonna rot thrgh the hols n study hard 4 nex yr,guys r lik waste of time,i nv meet suitable ones.so ,off i am frm it.lucy teng same class nex yr.im so freakin bored,juz readin storybks lor n msn-in wit nitya.

hes nt even upset lor,i did rite?

omg.2dae was lik so emo lah.duno y leh.was abit fever ,so went home earlier lor.went out wit joyce n kaya n aaron n karenn priya.y m i emo ?i duno leh.nvm lah,shit left 5 mins onli.i went wit dem 2 bishan.sae meet wit kaya 12.00,she came at 2.00.aiyo...me n priya buy present 4 kaya,coz her burfdae mah.bt early early de lah.i juz realise im tlkin in lik point frm.utter rubbish lah.

my mum sae all sch no vacancy liao,so i no nd change sch.i duno if tat shld b a yay or a boo.anyway gtg liao lor.

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i told him tis aft i broke up,"actually,i wanted 2 break wit u a long time liao,bt ppl tell me nt 2 give up n continue tryin,so tat i did.bt i realised,ur nice,bt ur juz nt meant 4 me,ur character doesnt suit me at all.u 2 emo liao,n..i duno,bt ur juz nt the 1.tell u y,theres no reason y,its juz coz im nv really happy n com4table wit u.dun tk it 2 hard.erm...sorie?juz get over it lik u gt over yur ex's ."

mk sense?mayb,i duno.n i duno wich bloody fucker was it who told jian kuo.i hate ppl who misplace my trust . i hate u 2,jian kuo.great,u juz spoiled my day.fuck lor,bastard.i nv 1 2 c dem again.

hais..engh of tat,it was quitw interestin-kayaking.so fun!!bt i gt sunburned,lik omg lah,so dark lor.i 1 go wild wild wet lor,bt my mum sae veri x,so she 1 me sign up 4 duno wat NEbo membership ah,den cheaper,wah lau.-----TRUST------

n den finish kayak hor,me teng n jian hui,went 2 swing n play,wa lau,play wit teng on swing she knocked me off leh!!!i was lik 1/2 swingin on it lah.haha so cute lah she.sian,2moroe gt drill test,gt 2 cut nails,o'my darlin,i miss my nails!! yah bt wateva lor.

i dowan write anythin liao,no mood.anyway,joyce ,teng,priya,kaya n chan minh,i love u2!!!hope we'll always b 2gether.

n u noe y i hate him?coz actually he has been listenin 2 all my convo wit keane,n sum fucker ,i duno lah

8.34

its so borin im gonna b damn fat.im eatin so much,my mum kips buyin food,coz they're on offer.ah..im busy tlkin 2 teng teng n aaron.noe wat?my hols r kinda suckin.i really dowana change sch lor.

6.02

aiyo so borin..readin my library books.omg,left 10 mins ,wateva.the last post was written by teng ,noe wat?i think ive finally found TRUE frewns,n aft sum starry dreamed n sleepess nites,i finally noe wat 2 do wit my life n wit jian kuo n wit all the oth ppl.bt im gonna give it a shot.evryones gonna miss 2e2 coz it was such a crazy class.

hope tat the outin on sentosa will turn out fun!

wats important in ppl is ;honest,trust n selflessness.i noe wat 2 do.

hide"n" seek :D

currently at a certain library :D with teng teng and joyce. sorry then i am being MIA for a moment:( i have a reason behind all this. hope u can understand :D love u always

4.56

ive gt lik untill 5.30..so sian at home 2dae,chattin on msn wit kaya,so sad leh,its lik evrythins goin wrong ,well all seperated liao,so sad lor...jian kuo oso in E2 wit joyce n priya.i in E3 wit teng n karen ,i think oso can lah,mk new frewns ,gd oso.

yesterdae,went out wit keane jian kuo,elton,wilson priyah,chan n joyce..so fun!!aiyo..kaya,nv follow. we went to watch HSm,nt nice lah,no storyline,n sooo cold,shld hav brght jacket lah.we went 2 the swing there,keane went off liao,i sat on the swing n i fell off it,wa lau,n i let ny hair go mah,so i lk lik a siao za bor lor,wit sand all over me,hell lor,bt veri fun!! den i quarel wit elton,stupid idiot..yes i admit it was my fault i threw sand at him 1st,bt tat was 4 fun n only coz i thght he hid my slipper,juz 1 throw of little sand c'mon lah.n tat ungentlemanly idiot threw sand ,(awhole lot!)at my hair,bastard.den he slapped me,so fuckin hard.bastard.den jian kuo try 2 mediate.sotong lah he,still kena slap 4 tryin 2 hlp.

elton is nt at all sincere lor..dun care him,keane was totally rite.anyway,shall nt waste my face n brain cells bout him.hais..still waitin 4 the Home's reply wheter i cn b a volunter nt.i juz noe tat...itill b a gd yr nex yr.