u r fucked up man.im a wat?dog?irritatin?u ask me 2 go 2 hell ,bang my head,jump down.FUCK u man,u n yur fucked up attitude bout yurself.-GUY H
u!!o man i hate u 2,u blow hot n cold.u dun bother bout me n leave me hangin by d thread.i swear im nt botherin bout u ald.u cn b sweet ,ahh chocolates evrydae,bt u r oso obnoxiously rude.u haven called me eva since we argued on thurs .wat m i 2u?a toy?fucku-guy S
im in a veri bad mood 2 dae,jz nw aft i tlk 2 hakim.im smilin:)haha his blog so cute,so..ronaldo,haha.teng u r rite...smth big is gonna happen soon.it all depends on whether i cn get over my own thghts ,if i cnt...GOODBYE.
hakim is so CUTE lah,hahahahahahaha
n o yes,its chrysentheNUM rite!!!i dun care.:)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
happy hari raya!!
yay!!happy hari raya 2 all malay frens!!:D especially kaya!!happy eatin haha.i gt bf lik dun hav bf laidat.i hav tried my best ald n been veri giving,u dun want 2 tell me anything,fine.u r always busy,fine,i undstd.wen i told u tat we were 2 b better off on our own,u said,nono,thers no prob anymore,evrythin settled .ok fine,u promised me aft 09/09/09 tat u will b by my side always,u didnt,nvm.fri u said u would wait 4 me,whr were u?if i didnt call u n found out tat u were at home...haha who noes.anyway...i think..i shall leave now
at least i noe that there r ppl who r concern bout me wen im sick,upset,happy.wat did u tell me,"drink more water".tats all ok. no fone call nth.but nvm i undstd,,u're busy ,i shall juz wtch n c den...
at least i noe that there r ppl who r concern bout me wen im sick,upset,happy.wat did u tell me,"drink more water".tats all ok. no fone call nth.but nvm i undstd,,u're busy ,i shall juz wtch n c den...
Friday, August 28, 2009
haha ,i thght i would nv fall 4 u...
omg.haven't written 4 a long time,bt im alive. :) life is gd?actually ok lah.nt really.
js wanna sae baby,im always there.though i admit.i dont love you,but im tryin hard nt 2.u promised me u'll nv mk me cry,bt u r makin me doin it,im worried 4 u honey.bt i undst ,i will give u d time n space u nd.im sry 4 nt trustin u.
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Boy you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
But...im afraid tat once u hav settled evrythin,yur feelins will fade..haha den i guess i'll hav 2 tk a risk,coz baby i think i fell 4 u.u noe aft those constant contacts,n suddenly no more,its gonna kill me,bt i'll survive.remember wat u promised me honey?tk care n best luck 4 all yur probs n exams,darlin.
js wanna sae baby,im always there.though i admit.i dont love you,but im tryin hard nt 2.u promised me u'll nv mk me cry,bt u r makin me doin it,im worried 4 u honey.bt i undst ,i will give u d time n space u nd.im sry 4 nt trustin u.
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Boy you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
But...im afraid tat once u hav settled evrythin,yur feelins will fade..haha den i guess i'll hav 2 tk a risk,coz baby i think i fell 4 u.u noe aft those constant contacts,n suddenly no more,its gonna kill me,bt i'll survive.remember wat u promised me honey?tk care n best luck 4 all yur probs n exams,darlin.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
hello!!
o god,finally i cn use com liao.juz bck frm NDP,veri tired.anyway nex wk i think we go marina bay.yay!!!finally.sian,i o9,so suay,nobody o9.we r goin 2 hav camp on tue wed n fri,yay again!!cnt wait,so fun coz we plannin,haha.gotta go bck sch on mon 4 amaths exam,hais..den tue we meetin at sch again wit ms lee n go NTUC shop 4 things we nd,aiyo,body ache lah.veri tired,bt the atmosphere aft the marching is GREAT!!!
i love the song "21 guns" n "battlefield".so nice!!!love it .i dunno y leh.
i love the song "21 guns" n "battlefield".so nice!!!love it .i dunno y leh.
Friday, May 15, 2009
9.40
i feel so irritated man...wat the hell,no voice liao.this SUX!!cnt tlk,hav 2 write on paper,hope will b ok on mon ...i dunno y oso leh,throat hurts lik hell,bt althgh no fever liao ,gastric is fckin pain,cnt sleep at all.hell was yesterdae n 2dae,vomitted,fever stuck at 40 degree,saw doc,took a jab.veri pain leh...my mum sae i laidat oso cry,wen its lik ants bite,where gt ants bite???wa lau,anyway 2moroe NDP i nt goin coz i dun feel well still,ltr faint hw?i noe,im smart,althgh i cnt tlk i cn still type ok?
walau 2dae tk 4 paper in a row,maths (2),chem ,POA n physics,physics=fail=me DEAD. hais...den teng sen me home,aww u so sweet teng,thank u,n wen i reach my hoiuse bus stop,heavy rain,so uay gotta ask maid 2 bring umbrella,nt gd 2 gt sick again..my gastric start again,so i juz force myself 2 eat a little lor. anyway i cnt wait 4 mon ,duno we gt our results nt?
den shayne joyce rahayu n priya wen 4 bowlin,n i couldnt go coz nt feelin well,n teng ,hais she so nice i duno wat 2 sae...she had 2 wait 4 me 4 lik 3 hrs+ 2 finish my papers den sacrifice dowan go out wit joyce they all bowlin n instead kip me company n sen me home,thank u!! :)
back 2 real wrld.i cnt sae anytin so i hav 2 use tis chance,last bit of wat i hav 2 sae:
We're trying to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we're trying to make it work
But it still ends up the worst
And I'm craaazzzy
For tryin to be your laaadddy
I think I'm goin crazy
Girl, me and you were just fine (you know)
We wine and dine
Did them things that couples do when in love (you know)
Walks on the beach and stuff (you know)
Things that lovers say and do
I love you boo, I love you too
I miss you a lot, I miss you even more
That's why I flew you out
When we was on tour
But then something got out of hand
You start yellin when I was my friends
Even though I had legitimate reasons (bull shit)
You know I have to make them dividends (bull shit)
How could you trust our private eyes girl
That's why you don't believe my lies
And quickly said shut up
walau 2dae tk 4 paper in a row,maths (2),chem ,POA n physics,physics=fail=me DEAD. hais...den teng sen me home,aww u so sweet teng,thank u,n wen i reach my hoiuse bus stop,heavy rain,so uay gotta ask maid 2 bring umbrella,nt gd 2 gt sick again..my gastric start again,so i juz force myself 2 eat a little lor. anyway i cnt wait 4 mon ,duno we gt our results nt?
den shayne joyce rahayu n priya wen 4 bowlin,n i couldnt go coz nt feelin well,n teng ,hais she so nice i duno wat 2 sae...she had 2 wait 4 me 4 lik 3 hrs+ 2 finish my papers den sacrifice dowan go out wit joyce they all bowlin n instead kip me company n sen me home,thank u!! :)
back 2 real wrld.i cnt sae anytin so i hav 2 use tis chance,last bit of wat i hav 2 sae:
We're trying to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we're trying to make it work
But it still ends up the worst
And I'm craaazzzy
For tryin to be your laaadddy
I think I'm goin crazy
Girl, me and you were just fine (you know)
We wine and dine
Did them things that couples do when in love (you know)
Walks on the beach and stuff (you know)
Things that lovers say and do
I love you boo, I love you too
I miss you a lot, I miss you even more
That's why I flew you out
When we was on tour
But then something got out of hand
You start yellin when I was my friends
Even though I had legitimate reasons (bull shit)
You know I have to make them dividends (bull shit)
How could you trust our private eyes girl
That's why you don't believe my lies
And quickly said shut up
Saturday, May 9, 2009
hello
its anth new day,i decided tat i prefer buddhist 2 christian i dunno y,anyway teng has been comin 2 my house the past daes,cartoon lah.
we study eat ,play majhong,laugh 4 a full 30 mins n cry,coz is so bamn funny...stupid buttline haha,shh (teng,its onli btween u n me)shes teachin me physics POa n chem.hais eva since exam,i didnt really get 2 stay bck n see him,bt i will b contented n wait till exams r over,i will put all distractions aside,i muz prove tat i cn get gd results so i cn go out,hais...grandma ,wish me gd luck...
wah hell man,i think i sprain?twist? my ankle,veri pain ,lik pigs ankle,i fell down the stairs at sch,dumb rite?aiyo..evrytime sae ppl pigs leg,nw my turn liao,summore juz nw i go bathe,almost slip n fall,hold on 2 the cup handle there,den the cup fell,toothpaste drop on my legmfuck BIG tube leh,veri pain ,summore same leg,suay.hais..im meetin teng at bout 12 at sch on mon bah..duno priya they all c hw 1st.
we study eat ,play majhong,laugh 4 a full 30 mins n cry,coz is so bamn funny...stupid buttline haha,shh (teng,its onli btween u n me)shes teachin me physics POa n chem.hais eva since exam,i didnt really get 2 stay bck n see him,bt i will b contented n wait till exams r over,i will put all distractions aside,i muz prove tat i cn get gd results so i cn go out,hais...grandma ,wish me gd luck...
wah hell man,i think i sprain?twist? my ankle,veri pain ,lik pigs ankle,i fell down the stairs at sch,dumb rite?aiyo..evrytime sae ppl pigs leg,nw my turn liao,summore juz nw i go bathe,almost slip n fall,hold on 2 the cup handle there,den the cup fell,toothpaste drop on my legmfuck BIG tube leh,veri pain ,summore same leg,suay.hais..im meetin teng at bout 12 at sch on mon bah..duno priya they all c hw 1st.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
hello,juz wanted 2 sae im feelin slightly better ,last mon was a fckin ROTTEN monday,my grandma passed away last fri,while i was still oblivious about anything.my fcking father,(no,hes nt fit 2 b clled tat),anyway,he didnt want 2 notify us.fck.
i promised u grandma,i promised i would cum n visit u,y didnt u wait 4 me,i didnt even cc u 4 last time,grandma....luckily a fren of my fck dad came at bout 1am on sat n told us,my mum told only told us on sun morn ,i rushed down n gt there only at bout 12 pm,n den i juz lk there n cried lik hell,she was cremated ald,fck fck,i juz cursed out.how could u,i was comin ald,wait 4 me...den i juz std there wit my grandpa n an auntie n juz cried till my eyes hurt n i ...i couldnt eat anythin,it was all my fault ,if only i had quickly visited her lik i promised,she would hav been gone wit no regrets...im so unfilial..my grandpa told me,she would cry evrydae at nite 4 me,she loved me the mose,hw could she go juz laidat?
if tat bastard dad of mine had clled us 2 visit her wen she was ald in ICU 2 days b4 she died,i would hav at least gotten 2 c her.fck u,i nv want 2 c u again.wen i was at the funeral,he clled me,"jane",i didnt care ,i juz lk across n folded my arms,,i hope my grandma haunts him.i ...i juz want her 2 cum n visit me 4 a last time,i thght she would reapear again,she didnt,nvm...i will b joinin u soon,im comin.once im done wit things here.
i promised u grandma,i promised i would cum n visit u,y didnt u wait 4 me,i didnt even cc u 4 last time,grandma....luckily a fren of my fck dad came at bout 1am on sat n told us,my mum told only told us on sun morn ,i rushed down n gt there only at bout 12 pm,n den i juz lk there n cried lik hell,she was cremated ald,fck fck,i juz cursed out.how could u,i was comin ald,wait 4 me...den i juz std there wit my grandpa n an auntie n juz cried till my eyes hurt n i ...i couldnt eat anythin,it was all my fault ,if only i had quickly visited her lik i promised,she would hav been gone wit no regrets...im so unfilial..my grandpa told me,she would cry evrydae at nite 4 me,she loved me the mose,hw could she go juz laidat?
if tat bastard dad of mine had clled us 2 visit her wen she was ald in ICU 2 days b4 she died,i would hav at least gotten 2 c her.fck u,i nv want 2 c u again.wen i was at the funeral,he clled me,"jane",i didnt care ,i juz lk across n folded my arms,,i hope my grandma haunts him.i ...i juz want her 2 cum n visit me 4 a last time,i thght she would reapear again,she didnt,nvm...i will b joinin u soon,im comin.once im done wit things here.
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