irritatin is my mum,she said "stadard ah ppl,gt sch 9.00 brush teeth,nex dae no sch,10.00." wa lau i 1 2 wtch little nonya de leh...no use protestin lor,lik im a 5 yr old.n 2dae is the 1 jan ,a new yr,spoil my mood.

wateva lah,im meetin nitya 7.00at the bus stop ,hais...goin 2 coffeeshop now to eat.

i lik damn sian lor,lucky sch startin soon.bt i lik haven relax engh lor.anyway,my leg lik damn ugly lor,i juz fell down while climbin tat stupid wall,n it was meant 4 little children u noe,thght it was easy,yah rite.play majhong oso lose,damn suay.

n i think nex yrs burfdae party is kinda confirmed,my mom ald ordered n wants me 2 invite 12 ppl.juz came back frm mor mew yr shoppin oso.ahh feels gd 2 more mor new stuff.im on msn tlkin 2 aaron,so borin nobody else o9.duno where ntya gone.

exp date?1 n half mths,baby

karen n aaron,tsk tsk,,nvm.yah jerlyn tnx 4 the reminder,we oso washed toilets in the camp n they were lots of centipede,eww.n den we played spinnin game,yeah,it was fun,bt all gd things cum 2 an end.

tlkin 2 karen bout her n aaron n how far she shld go,sian lor,duno where is priya,i think in overc,duno leh.my dear mum saes i hav a sleepin disorder,crazy.n wants me 2 sleep by 11,crazy,no listenin 2 radio at nite,crazy,n wake up by 9 in the mornin,CRAZY.

n im so gettin fatter,evn thgh i stop throwin,i still feel i duno.i noe i shldnt compare,bt evrytime i compare ,i cnt stop lik,y does she deserve a father?y nt me?or y does he get such a nice gf ,i deserve better den...

the camp lik damn nice lor,im juz bck frm there.ok lets tlk bout ppl there.lol so many nice n decent guys nt those sicko ones lor. i met tis arthur,hes so nice! he claims hes a ex 'bad' guy,i blive lor,bt nt teng.hes lik in sec 4 nex yr,bt hes a norm tech.n den theres tis wayne ,hes p6,hes so shuai lor,n hes teng's di,so lucky lor.we gt 2 noe nixon(spellin correct?)hes frm our sch BB de,so cute n innocent.

thers gonna b tis BB BBq ,i dunno wen leh,gt x'mas party oso
frm TMC. aiyo..i gt alot 2 write de lor,now all 4gt liao.stupid damien.den hor,on last nite,no lights off,wa lau,we all stay till 3 am,wake up at 6am,wah party whole nite,shiok lor.go dragon boat oso.den played lots of dirty games ,lots of team bondin.went wit teng n jerlyn n jian hui,wa lau write more again,gtg liao.

lovebug

i want 2 sae sorry for tat last last post 2 jian kuo,didnt mean it.nv.

anyway i loved tat song ,just stand up,the lyrics r lik so meaningful bt.duno teng teng they all goin 2 camp nt,dun think so leh,duno i shld go nt,lik nobody lor.n den 2dae ,the books came liao,my mom ask 4 deliver.n i saw the POA bk,iz lik SO SO thick lah,omg,500+ pgs lor,nex yr die liao.

noe smthin?im juz gonna rot thrgh the hols n study hard 4 nex yr,guys r lik waste of time,i nv meet suitable ones.so ,off i am frm it.lucy teng same class nex yr.im so freakin bored,juz readin storybks lor n msn-in wit nitya.

hes nt even upset lor,i did rite?

omg.2dae was lik so emo lah.duno y leh.was abit fever ,so went home earlier lor.went out wit joyce n kaya n aaron n karenn priya.y m i emo ?i duno leh.nvm lah,shit left 5 mins onli.i went wit dem 2 bishan.sae meet wit kaya 12.00,she came at 2.00.aiyo...me n priya buy present 4 kaya,coz her burfdae mah.bt early early de lah.i juz realise im tlkin in lik point frm.utter rubbish lah.

my mum sae all sch no vacancy liao,so i no nd change sch.i duno if tat shld b a yay or a boo.anyway gtg liao lor.

f***

i told him tis aft i broke up,"actually,i wanted 2 break wit u a long time liao,bt ppl tell me nt 2 give up n continue tryin,so tat i did.bt i realised,ur nice,bt ur juz nt meant 4 me,ur character doesnt suit me at all.u 2 emo liao,n..i duno,bt ur juz nt the 1.tell u y,theres no reason y,its juz coz im nv really happy n com4table wit u.dun tk it 2 hard.erm...sorie?juz get over it lik u gt over yur ex's ."

mk sense?mayb,i duno.n i duno wich bloody fucker was it who told jian kuo.i hate ppl who misplace my trust . i hate u 2,jian kuo.great,u juz spoiled my day.fuck lor,bastard.i nv 1 2 c dem again.

hais..engh of tat,it was quitw interestin-kayaking.so fun!!bt i gt sunburned,lik omg lah,so dark lor.i 1 go wild wild wet lor,bt my mum sae veri x,so she 1 me sign up 4 duno wat NEbo membership ah,den cheaper,wah lau.-----TRUST------

n den finish kayak hor,me teng n jian hui,went 2 swing n play,wa lau,play wit teng on swing she knocked me off leh!!!i was lik 1/2 swingin on it lah.haha so cute lah she.sian,2moroe gt drill test,gt 2 cut nails,o'my darlin,i miss my nails!! yah bt wateva lor.

i dowan write anythin liao,no mood.anyway,joyce ,teng,priya,kaya n chan minh,i love u2!!!hope we'll always b 2gether.

n u noe y i hate him?coz actually he has been listenin 2 all my convo wit keane,n sum fucker ,i duno lah