hide"n" seek :D

currently at a certain library :D with teng teng and joyce. sorry then i am being MIA for a moment:( i have a reason behind all this. hope u can understand :D love u always

4.56

ive gt lik untill 5.30..so sian at home 2dae,chattin on msn wit kaya,so sad leh,its lik evrythins goin wrong ,well all seperated liao,so sad lor...jian kuo oso in E2 wit joyce n priya.i in E3 wit teng n karen ,i think oso can lah,mk new frewns ,gd oso.

yesterdae,went out wit keane jian kuo,elton,wilson priyah,chan n joyce..so fun!!aiyo..kaya,nv follow. we went to watch HSm,nt nice lah,no storyline,n sooo cold,shld hav brght jacket lah.we went 2 the swing there,keane went off liao,i sat on the swing n i fell off it,wa lau,n i let ny hair go mah,so i lk lik a siao za bor lor,wit sand all over me,hell lor,bt veri fun!! den i quarel wit elton,stupid idiot..yes i admit it was my fault i threw sand at him 1st,bt tat was 4 fun n only coz i thght he hid my slipper,juz 1 throw of little sand c'mon lah.n tat ungentlemanly idiot threw sand ,(awhole lot!)at my hair,bastard.den he slapped me,so fuckin hard.bastard.den jian kuo try 2 mediate.sotong lah he,still kena slap 4 tryin 2 hlp.

elton is nt at all sincere lor..dun care him,keane was totally rite.anyway,shall nt waste my face n brain cells bout him.hais..still waitin 4 the Home's reply wheter i cn b a volunter nt.i juz noe tat...itill b a gd yr nex yr.

4.42

2dae is so borin...im tryin 2 find a job,n i cnt find.ok,mayb iz coz im fussy,yah bt i really dowan 2 wrk in fastfood places.any way..my dad saes hes gonna bring us 2 fishin 2moroe,siao.do i lk lik i fish?no.

was on msn,n it was so rare tat i could go o9,jian kuo was'nt there,it shows...no fate?i guess so.bt,ive fallen 4 him,i cnt blive tis ,i wanted 2 "protect my heart" frm him,i juz wanted 2 try out and..tis is wat i gt. Goh Keane,do u noe tat u dun undstnd me at all.u r juz lik all oth guys,u think u noe it all,n tk wateva ive said as truth,bt it may nt always b as it seems.damien,u r rite,damn rite,yeah i m wateva u said,a flirt a cunning woman,a bitch a wateva..i dun care,u cn hav yur own thghts,bt dun pollute jian kuo's mind n tell him rubbish.

i muz admit,at tis moment 4.42pm,i still luv jian kuo.bt i duno if he does,cbt i blive he will.wnt he?i duno wat will happen if i c my cousin again?seriously,i duno,bt,im tryin 2 kip my heart locked in one place,4eva,wit jian kuo.

sigh..i gotta go now,n im lkin 4ward 2 the gatherin,luv ya.i will definitely miss ppl lik kaya,priya,joyce,jerlyn,chan minh,shayne,elton,keane n i think the entire class,haha...hope we'll remain in the same class,hopefully.

1.42pm

so borin ,at the com lab.teacher duno teachin wat shit.do u noe how totourous it has been 4 the past week?n den wat wif jian kuo problem,n my mother,n tis jian kuo dun even realise still on n on wif it.tis elton so idiotic i tell u,my trust is wasted on him.im angry...nonono,im 2 numb ald,ok it mks me fed-up.im nt gonna care anymore.

i will nv break wif jian kuo 4 now.bt luckily theres priya tat midget 2 hlp advice me.luv ya priya,(dun b 2 proud ah,2nd grandaughter).....

grr....so cold in the lab.sian,nt gonna bther wif my family liao, n my bro,ok?i dun care.

duno how teacher mk the shape move...mother sae 2dae cnt go out,borin n even more borin. my father cums bck evry wk,wich is lik so weird,all of a sudden,gt a motive muz b lah,bt i duno leh cold n even colder..bye bye ppl i love u

9.55

2dae so boring,heng heng my mom lemme use the com.shit times up... wateva ..so borin at home...jian kuo nt here,elton priya all nt here oso......take the pain

9.54

so sian....2dae my dad change story n sae no he nv sae meet 2dae,iz sat.wat the hell lah,he told me yesterdae sae meet @ mcdonald ,7.00.now sae he nv,go 2 hell lah sucker.den came anth sucker oso,im so dissapointed in my bro,he lied 2 my mum again n again,i feel so upset,my mum was oso cryin.n she saes tat the nex time he catches him again,shes gonna chase him outta the house.

i saw all the cane marks n pebble bruises on my bro,bt i didnt feel sorry 4 him,y is he lik tis?wen i heard it over the fone,i was wit jk in the canteen,bt i didnt show tat i was upset,i wnt spoil their mood.sometimes we wonder,y do we live?2 be happy!!y give ppl so much sadness n misery?brainless ppl,id rather....wateva lah

anyway,we had tis new shirt 4 GB ,n we all lk lik beer gals lor,bt ok lah quite nice leh.

anyway,my mum went out,muz b lk 4 tat marcus lah,wateva,she will b pourin her troubles 2 him,haiz,how i wish jk could b wit me now.i cnt bear the thght of him n me seperated 4 a wk,i'll miss him....

i hav a wunnerful ppl,i shall treasure it :)i luv u guys

anth wonderful dae

bloody hell only gt anth 20 mins,mum only gimme 1/2 hr 2 use com ,iz lik wtf man.bt still btter den nth,im o9 now ,nvm..aaron saw me log in straight away tlk 2 me,iz nt tat i dowanna tlk 2 him,iz im really busy tis few daes...den my bro wen 2 the NDp 2 watch hell b bck only ltr at bout 10.

haiz...im oso veri confused..any way,ah bear !!!u so cute!!! yah n he clls me ah sot,haha

im tlkin 2 jk now n time is runnin damn fast...gotta go..o yah n tat armpit joke frm karen,ill tell evryone