9.55

2dae so boring,heng heng my mom lemme use the com.shit times up... wateva ..so borin at home...jian kuo nt here,elton priya all nt here oso......take the pain

9.54

so sian....2dae my dad change story n sae no he nv sae meet 2dae,iz sat.wat the hell lah,he told me yesterdae sae meet @ mcdonald ,7.00.now sae he nv,go 2 hell lah sucker.den came anth sucker oso,im so dissapointed in my bro,he lied 2 my mum again n again,i feel so upset,my mum was oso cryin.n she saes tat the nex time he catches him again,shes gonna chase him outta the house.

i saw all the cane marks n pebble bruises on my bro,bt i didnt feel sorry 4 him,y is he lik tis?wen i heard it over the fone,i was wit jk in the canteen,bt i didnt show tat i was upset,i wnt spoil their mood.sometimes we wonder,y do we live?2 be happy!!y give ppl so much sadness n misery?brainless ppl,id rather....wateva lah

anyway,we had tis new shirt 4 GB ,n we all lk lik beer gals lor,bt ok lah quite nice leh.

anyway,my mum went out,muz b lk 4 tat marcus lah,wateva,she will b pourin her troubles 2 him,haiz,how i wish jk could b wit me now.i cnt bear the thght of him n me seperated 4 a wk,i'll miss him....

i hav a wunnerful ppl,i shall treasure it :)i luv u guys

anth wonderful dae

bloody hell only gt anth 20 mins,mum only gimme 1/2 hr 2 use com ,iz lik wtf man.bt still btter den nth,im o9 now ,nvm..aaron saw me log in straight away tlk 2 me,iz nt tat i dowanna tlk 2 him,iz im really busy tis few daes...den my bro wen 2 the NDp 2 watch hell b bck only ltr at bout 10.

haiz...im oso veri confused..any way,ah bear !!!u so cute!!! yah n he clls me ah sot,haha

im tlkin 2 jk now n time is runnin damn fast...gotta go..o yah n tat armpit joke frm karen,ill tell evryone

stupid pc cnt wrk at 1st,no connection den i try n try ,suddenly ok liao,sot de lah,yesterdae cnt use oso coz cnt wrk

so bored..anyway ltr goin 2 cousins house hav buffet,coz iz grandmas burfdae,gonna b so boring

sobs...

i feel so sad now,was feelin quite happy wen i was doin allthose personlity tests wif aaron likin at horoscopes,so funny,hahas.he certainly has brought sunshine.but..
aft tlkin 2 jian kuo i feel stupid,sobs..,aft tlkin 2 kaya i feel even mor depressed

den aaron hlp me c things better,n aft discussin,i felt sorta better even thgh i was angry wif him in the bgining...sian


i really duno y kaya n karen ah,they drive me nuts.

i feel so bored 2dae bt im 2 lazy 2 write down wat happened.i duno how the hell elton gt 2 read my blog so fast,seriously hes crazy,i read his comments n while drinkin lemon tea ,i spat it out,ok seriously i dowan 2 'criticise' wat he said,but frankly,i really hope he doesnt comments coz he doesnt noe how i feel n i feel sick wen i read wat he wrote.i noe hes juz tryin 2 comfort me,bt sorie i dun nd anybodys hlp,i wil n im fine by myself.

ok engh of crappin i really feel envious,i min iz lik ok i duno how 2 sae tis,jerlyns juz bck frm australia,priyah sae shes goin 2 sydney duno where,aaron oso juz bck frm thailand,evrybodys goin 2 sum where far n.... juz wonderin if my dad was here n he was wrkin,havin an income,will we b able 2 b lik jerlyn lik tat...i duno

hav been readin lots of love stories as usual n listenin 2 radio 98.7 24 hours.

now usin the computer secretly,anytime my mum may juz cum bck.wa lau veri scary leh,haizzz..

i wrd 2 describe my hols--BORING coz im nt goin anywhere,n i cnt go out.its lik jail.been chattin 2 kaya,sigh,duno wen kaya n karen will patch up again.

i REALLY REALLY 1 dem 2 patch up,mayb nt tat close but u noe at least tlk n go out 2gether lah,lik sumtimes wen my mum gimme permission 2 go out(RARELY),only once tat time coz i bluff her sae iz chan minh burfdae,duno y,bt she liks chan minh,mayb coz she's an A* student,anyway o yah as i was sayin,kaya n karen i fel so torn apart coz dey sae if karen is goin kaya is nt n vice versa..duno how leh,if they r still lik tis ah,nt mkin an effort 2 patch up things ah,i wnt die in peace ,trust me.i min i DUN CARE who started it,whos right whos wrong,juz sae sory,smile smile(even thgh iz a fake 1) n get it done n over wif.i min plz lah,we're lik 14 yrs old,nt 5,dun b childish lah.

wow,i think i tlked 2 much time 2 go off n watch 'jacky go go go'

r ya ready kids????aiya captain!!! bye 4 now..:)

ps.2 KAYA n KAREN
being angry with others hurts you more than it hurts them;anger is only 1 word short of danger.the world cn be heartles,friends shouldnt be.be the kind of friend you would want 2 have....

god noes...7.45

feel so gd,2 get away frm sch n yah pratically evrythin...hav been borrowin LOTS of romance bks n readin on my bed wif radio on.so gd...stupid sotong com had 2 breakdown,bought a new 1,mum had tat marcus guy fix it

m more confirm of the relationship btween her n him,saw in her camera him n her hands on waist ...eww,wateva were havin pizza n den 'suddenly',he appeared my mom said o wat a coincidence cum n hav lunch wit us lah,hell wif tat crap lah.....

alot has been goin in my mind,lkin bck at myself,i was veri critique,i noe dun wry,id b better.im goin 2 b wif hamidah 2 gether n study,nt gonna daydrean thrgh lessons

brother went 2 mayden last wk gonna b bck 2nite...duno how is he

sumtimes i think bout ny dad,n i duno but teardrops start 2 fall,if he was here,id tell him,daddy,im willin 2 wk up at 7 in the morn 2 hav breakfast wif u...now i dun even nnoe where is he,he didnt even cll,he promised me a mth ago he'd b bck,where r u daddy?????

im always wonderin ,would i n a better person if i had a dad 2 tk care of me?i stiol remember the gd times we had wen i was young,nice family perfect,now all shattered...i juz wanna hav a hug.its been ages since i gt a hug,all i cn do iz hug my bolster,i wanna person nt a dunbass bolster...

bt den now chattin 2 ppl lik kaya,n many mor,i feel btter...:)