self-destruct in 5,4,3,2...

1!! its now the official start of hols.im missin him real bad ald,2day go out wit priya they all also no mood ald.although we'll still b in same class nex yr,i still nv wants to lose sight of you.i hope by goin 2 cambodia,it will me distract my self. its rainin heavily now,my moods lik shit ,lik a stupid lovesick or isit lovedrunk girl.alamak...all i c is...BLANK,no colurs at all.rahayu they all were lik tellin me say y my face no expression one,wat kinda expression shld i hav?im not happy.nonono im being stupid!! okok i m goin 2 look at the bright side!!but theres no brightness??haha,ok not funny.


I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Let's talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and I'm feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

tired ald...

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side


I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight



i broke up wit him last week.he claims he loves me,haha is tat so?all talk n no action ,anyway im i duno?sorta glad but sad. im givin it up 4 guys ald.they suck,and friends snatchin yur guy?haha heard of it?im tired of all tis ald,i jus wanna do nth now n treasure my time wit my close frens,they undstnd me best.i love them:)may god bless me