4.56

ive gt lik untill 5.30..so sian at home 2dae,chattin on msn wit kaya,so sad leh,its lik evrythins goin wrong ,well all seperated liao,so sad lor...jian kuo oso in E2 wit joyce n priya.i in E3 wit teng n karen ,i think oso can lah,mk new frewns ,gd oso.

yesterdae,went out wit keane jian kuo,elton,wilson priyah,chan n joyce..so fun!!aiyo..kaya,nv follow. we went to watch HSm,nt nice lah,no storyline,n sooo cold,shld hav brght jacket lah.we went 2 the swing there,keane went off liao,i sat on the swing n i fell off it,wa lau,n i let ny hair go mah,so i lk lik a siao za bor lor,wit sand all over me,hell lor,bt veri fun!! den i quarel wit elton,stupid idiot..yes i admit it was my fault i threw sand at him 1st,bt tat was 4 fun n only coz i thght he hid my slipper,juz 1 throw of little sand c'mon lah.n tat ungentlemanly idiot threw sand ,(awhole lot!)at my hair,bastard.den he slapped me,so fuckin hard.bastard.den jian kuo try 2 mediate.sotong lah he,still kena slap 4 tryin 2 hlp.

elton is nt at all sincere lor..dun care him,keane was totally rite.anyway,shall nt waste my face n brain cells bout him.hais..still waitin 4 the Home's reply wheter i cn b a volunter nt.i juz noe tat...itill b a gd yr nex yr.

4.42

2dae is so borin...im tryin 2 find a job,n i cnt find.ok,mayb iz coz im fussy,yah bt i really dowan 2 wrk in fastfood places.any way..my dad saes hes gonna bring us 2 fishin 2moroe,siao.do i lk lik i fish?no.

was on msn,n it was so rare tat i could go o9,jian kuo was'nt there,it shows...no fate?i guess so.bt,ive fallen 4 him,i cnt blive tis ,i wanted 2 "protect my heart" frm him,i juz wanted 2 try out and..tis is wat i gt. Goh Keane,do u noe tat u dun undstnd me at all.u r juz lik all oth guys,u think u noe it all,n tk wateva ive said as truth,bt it may nt always b as it seems.damien,u r rite,damn rite,yeah i m wateva u said,a flirt a cunning woman,a bitch a wateva..i dun care,u cn hav yur own thghts,bt dun pollute jian kuo's mind n tell him rubbish.

i muz admit,at tis moment 4.42pm,i still luv jian kuo.bt i duno if he does,cbt i blive he will.wnt he?i duno wat will happen if i c my cousin again?seriously,i duno,bt,im tryin 2 kip my heart locked in one place,4eva,wit jian kuo.

sigh..i gotta go now,n im lkin 4ward 2 the gatherin,luv ya.i will definitely miss ppl lik kaya,priya,joyce,jerlyn,chan minh,shayne,elton,keane n i think the entire class,haha...hope we'll remain in the same class,hopefully.